Got to meet up with Closeted Only Child again last night. We went to Yardhouse. It was my first time there and it was interesting... there were so many people crowded around the bar, then TVs everywhere. I was surprised that the restaurant seemed small.
I had a great time though talking about stuff like classes and other things.
Me, the talented guy I am managed to knock my crown out of my mouth in the middle of dinner. Who knows how I managed that, but nonetheless I did. I didn't eat much of my dinner afterward, but did get to it today after I saw the dentist. I think closeted got a kick out of me playing around with my mouth trying to keep that area dry because the air and coke hitting it was soooooo irritating and it sent that shocking feeling through my mouth. Yuck.
Overall, it was fun to get to meet up and hang out again soon. I enjoyed it. Next time I promise won't be as eventful like that.
I did get into the dentist at 9 this morning and have a temporary crown until Monday. Hopefully this one will fit securely.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
I'm a money whore
I have a new coworker. I had a say in hiring her. Since I got to help in that, I went through her myspace and facebook- she had neither. In the interview she seemed like a nice girl. She is taking difficult classes and seemed smart. Looks- none at all. She started work on Monday. She added me to her facebook on Monday. Her name is Trish.
I thought she would be a nice addition, but I already don't like her. Monday she was alright- she was learning the ropes. She was avoiding me and I later found out because she doesn't like guys except for her boyfriend. Her boyfriend apparently looks gay (and her NEW facebook account) confirms it. Anyways, she told Gonzo she didn't like other guys because she thinks all of them are out to steal her boyfriend... shouldn't she be worried about other girls? Oh well... that's not what I want to talk about.
Tuesday there was a guest speaker from a college in Pennsylvania. Trish is in college and has attended 3 college, so why was she dominating the questioning session where the students should have beeen asking the questions? She was asking things like "I don't play a sport, but tell me about your sports teams." Gee, if you don't play sports, why are you interested? Another question was "if I go to your college and I getting a scholarship?" Ok, that's a little bit of stupidity on her end and showing her foolishness. Maybe she was just trying to kiss up to the coordinator though, and I think that's what it was.
The coordinator is a big e-mailer and anytime she has something to say, she does it through e-mail. She sent out one for a t-shirt design for our program. The girl responded and had to respond by fowarding the e-mail to everyone. She said in the e-mail that she thinks she should take this on as her project (though the shirts have been designed) and she said that she knows the right people to help her out and we're just amateurs.
The coordinator also sent an e-mail out 2 weeks ago about us tutors getting paid to help out with a meeting on Monday night. Sounds good, right? Yes. Well, Trish had to respond to this e-mail and did so in a way just to tick me off and belittle everyone else, including myself. She said "Mrs. C, I would love to volunteer to work on Monday night. I see how this is urgently needed. Do not worry about paying me. I will volunteer. All the other tutors are money hungry whores." EXCUSE ME? The coordinator offered to pay us. Do you really want to use the words money hungry whore around your boss? Do you really need to send out this mass e-mail and belittle everyone other than yourself?
Oh well, overall I'm good and can care less. I know when to kiss up and how to. Obviously she doesn't know how to. I kiss up by saying, "I'd love to work at the meeting," or "I would be more than willing to do this or that;" and "I think this is a good idea, but I think this would be better."
I thought she would be a nice addition, but I already don't like her. Monday she was alright- she was learning the ropes. She was avoiding me and I later found out because she doesn't like guys except for her boyfriend. Her boyfriend apparently looks gay (and her NEW facebook account) confirms it. Anyways, she told Gonzo she didn't like other guys because she thinks all of them are out to steal her boyfriend... shouldn't she be worried about other girls? Oh well... that's not what I want to talk about.
Tuesday there was a guest speaker from a college in Pennsylvania. Trish is in college and has attended 3 college, so why was she dominating the questioning session where the students should have beeen asking the questions? She was asking things like "I don't play a sport, but tell me about your sports teams." Gee, if you don't play sports, why are you interested? Another question was "if I go to your college and I getting a scholarship?" Ok, that's a little bit of stupidity on her end and showing her foolishness. Maybe she was just trying to kiss up to the coordinator though, and I think that's what it was.
The coordinator is a big e-mailer and anytime she has something to say, she does it through e-mail. She sent out one for a t-shirt design for our program. The girl responded and had to respond by fowarding the e-mail to everyone. She said in the e-mail that she thinks she should take this on as her project (though the shirts have been designed) and she said that she knows the right people to help her out and we're just amateurs.
The coordinator also sent an e-mail out 2 weeks ago about us tutors getting paid to help out with a meeting on Monday night. Sounds good, right? Yes. Well, Trish had to respond to this e-mail and did so in a way just to tick me off and belittle everyone else, including myself. She said "Mrs. C, I would love to volunteer to work on Monday night. I see how this is urgently needed. Do not worry about paying me. I will volunteer. All the other tutors are money hungry whores." EXCUSE ME? The coordinator offered to pay us. Do you really want to use the words money hungry whore around your boss? Do you really need to send out this mass e-mail and belittle everyone other than yourself?
Oh well, overall I'm good and can care less. I know when to kiss up and how to. Obviously she doesn't know how to. I kiss up by saying, "I'd love to work at the meeting," or "I would be more than willing to do this or that;" and "I think this is a good idea, but I think this would be better."
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Darla may have to find out too...
As I mentioned a week or so back when I dropped some obvious hints that I was gay to Gonzo, Darla happened to walk in. We talked about going to a gay club and Darla going too.
Today Darla asked what was going on with the guys I went to the club with. She asked if I liked any of them and broke any of their hearts because maybe I'm not gay and it would crush them to find out. I said no, no, we're just friends. I could have probably said something, but I didn't want to because it wasn't really the appropriate place to today. I'd want to be more alone- not with 2 new coworkers Danny and Trish. Darla will probably be a little surprised and I can see her say "gosh Mike" and her eyes will get big or something, then she'll ask a bunch of random questions. I also wanted to be able to better explain myself and didn't want a big scene if her reaction would have been bad today.
I expect Gonzo's response to be much different and I probably will tell her on October 20 when she we're going out to look for a Halloween costume for me. We're going to have lunch or dinner and so that will be a good time to talk and get this off my chest. Only 10 more days.
Overall I'm not too worried, since I'm fine with her knowing eventually, but I really want Gonzo to be the first to find out and not have Darla blab it; which is something I expect would happen.
Today Darla asked what was going on with the guys I went to the club with. She asked if I liked any of them and broke any of their hearts because maybe I'm not gay and it would crush them to find out. I said no, no, we're just friends. I could have probably said something, but I didn't want to because it wasn't really the appropriate place to today. I'd want to be more alone- not with 2 new coworkers Danny and Trish. Darla will probably be a little surprised and I can see her say "gosh Mike" and her eyes will get big or something, then she'll ask a bunch of random questions. I also wanted to be able to better explain myself and didn't want a big scene if her reaction would have been bad today.
I expect Gonzo's response to be much different and I probably will tell her on October 20 when she we're going out to look for a Halloween costume for me. We're going to have lunch or dinner and so that will be a good time to talk and get this off my chest. Only 10 more days.
Overall I'm not too worried, since I'm fine with her knowing eventually, but I really want Gonzo to be the first to find out and not have Darla blab it; which is something I expect would happen.
Things I like...
Taken from Going the Other Way
50 Things I like...
1. Relaxing
2. Sleeping
3. Money
4. Shopping
5. Getting rewarded for my efforts
6. Easy decisions
7. Retro furniture and clothing
8. The 50s
9. Getting good grades
10. Knott's Berry Farm
11. Electronics
12. Family get togethers
13. Watching local news
14. The Tonight Show with Jay Leno
15. Good Mexican food
16. traveling and exploring new places
17. Driving
18. Music... all types... I should show how diverse my musical tastes are soon...
19. silky sheets
20. Making out and touching another guy
21.Good friends and hanging out with them
22. Those times when I literally have NOTHING to do
23. Dark rooms
24. A good, medium rib eye steak
25. Sexy glasses
26. Long, meaningful conversations
27. Easy classes
28. Valentine on KBIG 104, Mark and Kim on KOST
29. Eating out with friends
30. Meetng new people
31. Spending money on clothes, shoes, friends, food, and other fun stuff... bills... not so much
32. Old sayings
33. Cars... SUVs... cars... trucks... Hondas... Toyotas... Chevys... Lexuses... and so on... cars
34. Seeing a hot guy in a store
35. Roller coasters
36. Taking pictures
37. Oral
38. Not being around my sister
39. Helping people
40. Being there for friends and family
41. Cooking and making new dishes
42. Cuddling in bed and talking
43. Trying new foods
44. Being nerdy
45. Learning new things about the computer
46. To see the Yankees lose
47. Intelligent people
48. The colors beige, blue, black, and green
49. A relaxing bath with the lights out and only candles on... haha
50. Being up to see the sunrise
50 Things I like...
1. Relaxing
2. Sleeping
3. Money
4. Shopping
5. Getting rewarded for my efforts
6. Easy decisions
7. Retro furniture and clothing
8. The 50s
9. Getting good grades
10. Knott's Berry Farm
11. Electronics
12. Family get togethers
13. Watching local news
14. The Tonight Show with Jay Leno
15. Good Mexican food
16. traveling and exploring new places
17. Driving
18. Music... all types... I should show how diverse my musical tastes are soon...
19. silky sheets
20. Making out and touching another guy
21.Good friends and hanging out with them
22. Those times when I literally have NOTHING to do
23. Dark rooms
24. A good, medium rib eye steak
25. Sexy glasses
26. Long, meaningful conversations
27. Easy classes
28. Valentine on KBIG 104, Mark and Kim on KOST
29. Eating out with friends
30. Meetng new people
31. Spending money on clothes, shoes, friends, food, and other fun stuff... bills... not so much
32. Old sayings
33. Cars... SUVs... cars... trucks... Hondas... Toyotas... Chevys... Lexuses... and so on... cars
34. Seeing a hot guy in a store
35. Roller coasters
36. Taking pictures
37. Oral
38. Not being around my sister
39. Helping people
40. Being there for friends and family
41. Cooking and making new dishes
42. Cuddling in bed and talking
43. Trying new foods
44. Being nerdy
45. Learning new things about the computer
46. To see the Yankees lose
47. Intelligent people
48. The colors beige, blue, black, and green
49. A relaxing bath with the lights out and only candles on... haha
50. Being up to see the sunrise
Saturday, October 6, 2007
2 times
Went over and saw The Guy last night after we were im'ing each other. He said he was cleaning. I asked what inspired that and he said the guys who he is now hiring to clean his house.
Got over to his place and he had every candle on in the house, the lights down low, so the mood was romantic. We talked about sexual stuff- like which of my friends we should have a 3some with. We did find 2. HAHA. One guy is a DEFINITE no, my friend Anthony from high school who is gay. Then there was another guy... I think The Guy is only halfway kidding. He said we've done 3-somes with his friends, now it is time for my friends. Like I have many who would be interested. HAH
We decided we were both hungry and went to Bakers Square for burgers. The girl taking our order couldn't find the stuff we ordered on the computer. The Guy told her maybe she should look under appetizers for a quesadilla, perhaps burgers for the hamburgers, she did, then she found it. The Guy was so helpful.
We walked over to the liquor store afterward for energy drinks. There was a really blond guy who looked maybe 18 and a girl who was probably underage. She said she was born in 1984 and was 24 years old. She had a New York State driver's license for ID. The ID was just a little more than a laminated piece of paper. There was even a big barcode on the back- not like on the back of California driver's license. I'm talking about a barcode like you would find on any product you're going to buy with numbers below it. The guy working carded her, asked her age, said she looked really young, asked her age (she said she was 24 and born in 1984, which The Guy and I were talking about afterward and you do the math, she can only be 23 max)said he has never seen a NY ID with a barcode like that, a NY license that was practically paper. She seemed to get really nervous and was bitchy about the whole thing. The guy behind the counter still sold the stuff to her- she bought like $100.00 in wine, whiskey, and tequila.
We went back, got our food, then went to The Guy's house. The Guy said I had to turn away while he got something out for us to watch. Knowing we were both horny I thought it was porn. Instead it was the late 80s animated TV show "Dungeons and Dragons." The Guy told me it would help me learn to play the computer game Dungeons and Dragons... haha. I had to laugh and made fun of him for that. It was cute, though.
Near the end of the first episode I decided to lay down in between his legs near his crotch. I began rubbing it, then went to work. He got hard instantly and I began sucking him. I did that until the episode ended. Then we took it to the bedroom. We both got naked, then laid near the top of the bed. I sucked him and he rubbed my back. Then we switched positions and sucked each other off. We kept switching positions and sucking each other. Then we laid on each other, grinded, made out, rubbed our bodies together, teased each other with our dicks, we took turns laying on top of each other. I finally was laying on The Guy's chest and The Guy lubed my dick and his chest and jacked me off. I shot my load all over his chest. I told The Guy to slow down cuz I was going to shoot my load, but he didn't. He kept jacking me, even after I shot my load and he wouldn't let me get away, and I was very ticklish all of a sudden. Then I sucked The Guy off some more and he jacked my dick. I sucked his nipples and played with them some more, then he shot his load and I shot my second load on his chest. Afterward, we both laid in each others arms collapsed. It was soooooooooo hot. I seriously had such a great time.
Then we finally moved, got a shower, got dressed, and I left about 10:00p.m.
I think The Guy has something up his sleeve for today or the near future... we'll see.
Got over to his place and he had every candle on in the house, the lights down low, so the mood was romantic. We talked about sexual stuff- like which of my friends we should have a 3some with. We did find 2. HAHA. One guy is a DEFINITE no, my friend Anthony from high school who is gay. Then there was another guy... I think The Guy is only halfway kidding. He said we've done 3-somes with his friends, now it is time for my friends. Like I have many who would be interested. HAH
We decided we were both hungry and went to Bakers Square for burgers. The girl taking our order couldn't find the stuff we ordered on the computer. The Guy told her maybe she should look under appetizers for a quesadilla, perhaps burgers for the hamburgers, she did, then she found it. The Guy was so helpful.
We walked over to the liquor store afterward for energy drinks. There was a really blond guy who looked maybe 18 and a girl who was probably underage. She said she was born in 1984 and was 24 years old. She had a New York State driver's license for ID. The ID was just a little more than a laminated piece of paper. There was even a big barcode on the back- not like on the back of California driver's license. I'm talking about a barcode like you would find on any product you're going to buy with numbers below it. The guy working carded her, asked her age, said she looked really young, asked her age (she said she was 24 and born in 1984, which The Guy and I were talking about afterward and you do the math, she can only be 23 max)said he has never seen a NY ID with a barcode like that, a NY license that was practically paper. She seemed to get really nervous and was bitchy about the whole thing. The guy behind the counter still sold the stuff to her- she bought like $100.00 in wine, whiskey, and tequila.
We went back, got our food, then went to The Guy's house. The Guy said I had to turn away while he got something out for us to watch. Knowing we were both horny I thought it was porn. Instead it was the late 80s animated TV show "Dungeons and Dragons." The Guy told me it would help me learn to play the computer game Dungeons and Dragons... haha. I had to laugh and made fun of him for that. It was cute, though.
Near the end of the first episode I decided to lay down in between his legs near his crotch. I began rubbing it, then went to work. He got hard instantly and I began sucking him. I did that until the episode ended. Then we took it to the bedroom. We both got naked, then laid near the top of the bed. I sucked him and he rubbed my back. Then we switched positions and sucked each other off. We kept switching positions and sucking each other. Then we laid on each other, grinded, made out, rubbed our bodies together, teased each other with our dicks, we took turns laying on top of each other. I finally was laying on The Guy's chest and The Guy lubed my dick and his chest and jacked me off. I shot my load all over his chest. I told The Guy to slow down cuz I was going to shoot my load, but he didn't. He kept jacking me, even after I shot my load and he wouldn't let me get away, and I was very ticklish all of a sudden. Then I sucked The Guy off some more and he jacked my dick. I sucked his nipples and played with them some more, then he shot his load and I shot my second load on his chest. Afterward, we both laid in each others arms collapsed. It was soooooooooo hot. I seriously had such a great time.
Then we finally moved, got a shower, got dressed, and I left about 10:00p.m.
I think The Guy has something up his sleeve for today or the near future... we'll see.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
This has the potential to go there...
I am not sure where this post is going, but let me assure you it will be all over.
I am taking a human reproduction class and learned some interesting stuff in it the other day...
CHRISTIANITY
--- Developed during later roman empire
--- period o/ social instability when exotic cults brot sex entertainment n and Christians wanted 2 separated n associated sex w/ sin
--- PAUL o/ tarsus, follower o/ Christianity whose writings incorporated n 2 new testament played crucial role
--- PAUL advocated importance o/ overcoming “desires of flesh” such as anger, selfishness, n non-marital sex that the exotic cults brought in
--- PAUL associated spirituality w/ celibacy n saw it as superior 2 marriage
--- celibacy historically was state o/ being unmarried n abstaining from sexual intercourse
--- celibacy now not engaging n sexual behavior PERIOD
--- Paul altered meaning of being celibate and made abstaining from sex a sin - sex was widely accepted and embraced prior to this --- this has shaped us because it has given western culture a view that sex is bad and you need to be celibate
My classes...
Those are alright... Spanish should be easy. I know the material already. Only annoying thing is the the proessor says uhuh yaeees after practically every sentence. As if she is talking to us like we're little kids. I think the lady is cool though and should be easy. I met her when I first started here at my college and she was just the nicest lady. So I'm excited. I'm not excited I have this class 4 days a week, but it will go by quickly. I know the people in the class already and a cool professor, it'll be fine.
Another random point... I go into the library during my break between my 2 classes to knock out my homework and hang out with my coworkers who are at school. They have tons of new student workers at the front desk in the library who are so friendly. There are about 10 black girls and they're so friendly- not like the people who were there before who didn't care to help you and didn't put a smile on their face. I love it!!! Love friendly people!!! Something they don't have enough of here at this college!
My internship...
Chose the political one and started it today... it sounds like a lot of clerical work. It should be fine though. It shouldn't be too hard. The guy seems friendly enough who is my supervisor and we began talking more about stuff like classes I'm taking near the end. I got to leave an hour early today because of some weird scheduling stuff.
Work...
The atmosphere is so much different with Loud Mouth gone. Everyone gets along so much better. I have been asked to step in and be a LEAD tutor because someone needs to fill Loud Mouth's vacancy and I know how to do it. I did step in though on Monday, but I'm going to try to avoid that.
I had to follow a football player around the other day because he isn't doing well in 1 class in particular. His teacher wanted him to have someone go with him to help teach him to take notes and keep him focused. I did. He enjoyed having me there. Haha. He was introducing me to all of his football friends like I was his best friend.
The seniors I tutor evaluated all of us tutors the other day. Loud Mouth who is gone scored the lowest- everyone said she was unfriendly, hard to get along with, etc. etc. I got almost all positive feedback. The negative feedback I received was I smile too much and that I don't know Calculus. Overall, the kids like that I'm hard on them, don't take their crap, don't take their attitude, and that I don't take no for an answer. They know I mean business. Some kids also didn't like that, but the majority of them like that about me. I scored 3rd highest out of all the tutors with Gonzo and B coming in slightly higher than me. Good stuff!
The gym...
I am not sure when I'm going to go this quarter cuz things are so crazy, but I did notice the other day after I got back from the gym I suddenly have calf muscles and quadricept muscles, etc. I've also been working on my shoulder area. I see definite progress. I was thinking of posting pics and I still might, but now that I have met some of you bloggers and will be meeting a couple more of you in the coming months, I feel kinda awkward doing it cuz I feel like I am exposing myself. Haha... I still might though.
Sleep
I'm not sure what that is. I haven't got much lately. Crazy schedule, tons of noise at night, stuff like that. It's not fun. I'm not going to complain.
Overall I feel pretty optimistic and excited about everything!!!
I am taking a human reproduction class and learned some interesting stuff in it the other day...
CHRISTIANITY
--- Developed during later roman empire
--- period o/ social instability when exotic cults brot sex entertainment n and Christians wanted 2 separated n associated sex w/ sin
--- PAUL o/ tarsus, follower o/ Christianity whose writings incorporated n 2 new testament played crucial role
--- PAUL advocated importance o/ overcoming “desires of flesh” such as anger, selfishness, n non-marital sex that the exotic cults brought in
--- PAUL associated spirituality w/ celibacy n saw it as superior 2 marriage
--- celibacy historically was state o/ being unmarried n abstaining from sexual intercourse
--- celibacy now not engaging n sexual behavior PERIOD
--- Paul altered meaning of being celibate and made abstaining from sex a sin - sex was widely accepted and embraced prior to this --- this has shaped us because it has given western culture a view that sex is bad and you need to be celibate
My classes...
Those are alright... Spanish should be easy. I know the material already. Only annoying thing is the the proessor says uhuh yaeees after practically every sentence. As if she is talking to us like we're little kids. I think the lady is cool though and should be easy. I met her when I first started here at my college and she was just the nicest lady. So I'm excited. I'm not excited I have this class 4 days a week, but it will go by quickly. I know the people in the class already and a cool professor, it'll be fine.
Another random point... I go into the library during my break between my 2 classes to knock out my homework and hang out with my coworkers who are at school. They have tons of new student workers at the front desk in the library who are so friendly. There are about 10 black girls and they're so friendly- not like the people who were there before who didn't care to help you and didn't put a smile on their face. I love it!!! Love friendly people!!! Something they don't have enough of here at this college!
My internship...
Chose the political one and started it today... it sounds like a lot of clerical work. It should be fine though. It shouldn't be too hard. The guy seems friendly enough who is my supervisor and we began talking more about stuff like classes I'm taking near the end. I got to leave an hour early today because of some weird scheduling stuff.
Work...
The atmosphere is so much different with Loud Mouth gone. Everyone gets along so much better. I have been asked to step in and be a LEAD tutor because someone needs to fill Loud Mouth's vacancy and I know how to do it. I did step in though on Monday, but I'm going to try to avoid that.
I had to follow a football player around the other day because he isn't doing well in 1 class in particular. His teacher wanted him to have someone go with him to help teach him to take notes and keep him focused. I did. He enjoyed having me there. Haha. He was introducing me to all of his football friends like I was his best friend.
The seniors I tutor evaluated all of us tutors the other day. Loud Mouth who is gone scored the lowest- everyone said she was unfriendly, hard to get along with, etc. etc. I got almost all positive feedback. The negative feedback I received was I smile too much and that I don't know Calculus. Overall, the kids like that I'm hard on them, don't take their crap, don't take their attitude, and that I don't take no for an answer. They know I mean business. Some kids also didn't like that, but the majority of them like that about me. I scored 3rd highest out of all the tutors with Gonzo and B coming in slightly higher than me. Good stuff!
The gym...
I am not sure when I'm going to go this quarter cuz things are so crazy, but I did notice the other day after I got back from the gym I suddenly have calf muscles and quadricept muscles, etc. I've also been working on my shoulder area. I see definite progress. I was thinking of posting pics and I still might, but now that I have met some of you bloggers and will be meeting a couple more of you in the coming months, I feel kinda awkward doing it cuz I feel like I am exposing myself. Haha... I still might though.
Sleep
I'm not sure what that is. I haven't got much lately. Crazy schedule, tons of noise at night, stuff like that. It's not fun. I'm not going to complain.
Overall I feel pretty optimistic and excited about everything!!!
Monday, October 1, 2007
Dropping huge hints...
I have said before the first person I come out to will probably be Gonzo, my coworker. I decided to drop several hints today to her... I said I did something over the weekend, which I didn't do, but I wanted to test the waters to make sure it was ok with her and her reaction would be fine.
I told her I went to a gay club with my friend Steve and another friend who is gay. The gay friend said I was cute at the club. The gay friend I was referring to is a friend of Steve and mine in real life and is into the club scene Then Gonzo chimed in with how she has always wanted to go to a gay club, so I said we should go. She said that she has heard they are a lot of fun, so I said we should go this weekend. She wants to go with our coworker Darla though, who can't stay out past 10:30. Ugh.
She asked what I did there, what it was like, etc. Thankfully I've seen pics of the club etc. online I was talking about, so I described what I saw from some of the pics. She said that was really hot. She wants to go with me and without her boyfriend. She said she may even invite her friend Addison, who is gay.
Then I talked about some of the little things. She asked if I danced. I said I danced with a lot of guys. I said that I was told by a couple guys, including our gay friend that I was flirty and I was flirting with everyone. Her response to everything I said was, that's hot, that's cool, how fun, stuff like that. She even asked if I got any phone numbers. I said unfortunately no. her response to everything was totally positive.
I was texting a fellow blogger at the time all of this was going down, partly because I told him this past weekend I wanted to come out to Gonzo. Gonzo asked who I was texting and I said the guy I'm going to the club with again. She said that was hot and she hopes I have a great time.
It was getting soooooo good and I was about to say that I had dropped all these hints, are you suspecting anything, or something to that effect, but our coworker Darla just came and I didn't want Darla in on it yet. Gonzo did continue the conversation about going to a gay club and asked Darla if she would go. Darla said she wants to and it would be fun, but would have to wait until her parents are out of town.
I swear, next time I have a nice chunk of time alone with Gonzo, I'm going to tell her. I thought I had the perfect time today because we were just in a room alone grading notebooks all day, until Darla showed up.
Later in the day we were in the elevator and somehow Gonzo and I were talking about relationships. Maybe it was she was talking about her and her boyfriend's 3 year anniversary coming up. I said "I don't know why my relationships with women have always been so short." She said she thinks I need to lower my standards because I am obviously too picky. I said I don't think I have a hard time with commitments and stuff like that. She said for me to lower my standards. Then I said "maybe I need to explore other....." and the elevator door opened and the counselor who we work with on a daily basis was standing there. That ended it.
I told her I went to a gay club with my friend Steve and another friend who is gay. The gay friend said I was cute at the club. The gay friend I was referring to is a friend of Steve and mine in real life and is into the club scene Then Gonzo chimed in with how she has always wanted to go to a gay club, so I said we should go. She said that she has heard they are a lot of fun, so I said we should go this weekend. She wants to go with our coworker Darla though, who can't stay out past 10:30. Ugh.
She asked what I did there, what it was like, etc. Thankfully I've seen pics of the club etc. online I was talking about, so I described what I saw from some of the pics. She said that was really hot. She wants to go with me and without her boyfriend. She said she may even invite her friend Addison, who is gay.
Then I talked about some of the little things. She asked if I danced. I said I danced with a lot of guys. I said that I was told by a couple guys, including our gay friend that I was flirty and I was flirting with everyone. Her response to everything I said was, that's hot, that's cool, how fun, stuff like that. She even asked if I got any phone numbers. I said unfortunately no. her response to everything was totally positive.
I was texting a fellow blogger at the time all of this was going down, partly because I told him this past weekend I wanted to come out to Gonzo. Gonzo asked who I was texting and I said the guy I'm going to the club with again. She said that was hot and she hopes I have a great time.
It was getting soooooo good and I was about to say that I had dropped all these hints, are you suspecting anything, or something to that effect, but our coworker Darla just came and I didn't want Darla in on it yet. Gonzo did continue the conversation about going to a gay club and asked Darla if she would go. Darla said she wants to and it would be fun, but would have to wait until her parents are out of town.
I swear, next time I have a nice chunk of time alone with Gonzo, I'm going to tell her. I thought I had the perfect time today because we were just in a room alone grading notebooks all day, until Darla showed up.
Later in the day we were in the elevator and somehow Gonzo and I were talking about relationships. Maybe it was she was talking about her and her boyfriend's 3 year anniversary coming up. I said "I don't know why my relationships with women have always been so short." She said she thinks I need to lower my standards because I am obviously too picky. I said I don't think I have a hard time with commitments and stuff like that. She said for me to lower my standards. Then I said "maybe I need to explore other....." and the elevator door opened and the counselor who we work with on a daily basis was standing there. That ended it.
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