I was able to restrain myself and not write a fuming e-mail back to Carl. My method of dealing was storming around for a while after I received it, then thinking about how I have been there for him, then just ignoring it because a lot of it is his issues and not mine. I spent the day contemplating whether or not I need his friendship and reading your comments.
I have done everything for him that I possibly can. I was more than willing to rearrange the Disney trip and do it a different day. I offered alternatives. I'd take him out to dinner instead at PF Changs, his favorite restaurant.
I did call him this morning just because I was going to see if he wanted to bury the hatchet and he left me a myspace message. Here's what he said I'm coming onto him showing I want a sexual relationship because of how we dance at the bar so closely. I then shy away. I haven't slept with him, so I'm sending mixed signals. I am always never able to talk to him despite how compatible we are. I always say I'll do something, like Disneyland, then I turn around with my big fuck you face and say no, oh, I have to change my plans because my hamster died or something like that.
I told him that I didn't mean to send mixed signals, I thought we were just dancing having a good time. I apologize. I told him with the whole Disneyland thing there should be no issue since I am still willing, just a different day. He disagreed saying that everything has to happen on his birthday and there is no compromise.
He told me that we're so compatible because we're going through so many struggles, we like the same type of guys, doing the same things, and we can complement each other in our school work. In response to compatiblity I said I could see how he sees that, but I think there is much more to it. I told him I think we could be friends, but we need to have boundaries, define what we want out of this, and it may help. Basically he wants me to be his everything- boyfriend, rescuer, savior, and I have my life planned out, so I am set. Um. No. That was really not cool and I encouraged him to talk to some of the other guys in our Spanish class like Florentino who is a lot like him, I think, and get out to meet people. He has fallen for me because I'm everything he wants: tall, skinny, have that nerd side to me, caring, like older guys, and I'm career oriented. He likes to gamble/go to bingo, watch movies, play with animals and cook. Has he cooked for me? A random aside... no. His astrological signs say we are compatible. I told him that we could be friends, but he is asking too much out of me and it is just creating resentment on my end. I told him I could have easily written him back with something even more snide and scathing, but I wasn't going to do that. I said that I'm not his everything. I can be a friend. I can be a voice to listen and give advice. I'm not going to use him, let him use me, or try to play my emotions like that. I can be no more. I felt it was important to say he was a nice looking guy, but he was not my type to define boundaries and make it clear I'm not interested in him sexually. I think we're pretty much done. He seemed bitter.
I think it is for the better on my end.
Random Thoughts from a 24 year old recent college grad exploring sexuality and life along the way.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
This was all in 1 night!!!
Some stories from tonight with my sister:
At the Easter gathering
Aunt to my sister: Take a plate of food home, please Sis
Sis: That's ok
Other aunt to sister: What are you going to eat when you get home?
Sis: Grilled cheese
Other aunt: We have so much food here- ham, chicken, macaroni salad, mashed potatoes, spinach salad...
Sis: I already ate here.
Mom: (she'd already given my sister the look of dismay) Oh, I'll take some ham because it is good to snack on.
Aunt: What about some chicken?
Mom: Is it true uncle made that?
Aunt: Yes. I baked it, then uncle grilled it, then put barbecue sauce on it. It was actually pretty quick.
When we got home
My sister's tire has a hole in it or something. I'm not sure. I know the tire has less than 10,000 miles on it, and I know because that used to be my car. My guess is sister did something intentional to it to cause whatever problem. Sister wants her tire repaired immediately. My dad deemed it was not that bad and could wait. Sister breaks down on the floor of the living room and cries. Complete hysterics ensue about how her life is so difficult and she needs her car to be safe for her.
Meeting tomorrow
My parents are meeting some friends at Farmer Boys for dinner tomorrow. My sister said she wasn't going, she was going to wait at Sears while her tire was repaired. My mom reminded her she didn't have money to pay for the tire, that Sears is open until 9 or so, so not to worry.
Mom: We're going to Farmer Boys to see Joe and Ellen AT 4 tomorrow.
Sis: My tire needs fixed. We're going to Sears at 3:30
Mom: I can't make it to Sears by that time.
Sis: You promised you would.
Mom: No, Sis, I didn't.
Sis: Yes.
Mom: When?
Sis: On the way home from aunt's house
Mom: You were talking about graduating the whole way home
Sis: Dad heard me.
Dad: No
Sis: You did too, daddybutt
Dad: You want to watch that?
Mom: We can drop your car off at 3:45, I can pick you up, and make it to Farmer Boys at 4p.m.
Sis: No.
Mom: It is the best I can do
Sis: I'm waiting there for my tire
Mom: We're going to eat at Farmer Boys.
Sis: I'm not
Mom: Oh?
Sis: I'm getting my tire fixed.
Mom: Sears is open until 9, so we can drop your car off at 3:45, but we have to be back for Joe and Ellen.
Sis: I need my car.
Mom: We're going to see Joe and Ellen, and eat with them. Farmer Boys has grilled cheese. (My sister is surviving on grilled cheese these days eating it 3-4 times a day)
Sis: Gross. No.
Mom: What are you going to eat?
Sis: Not that. They're too upscale for me. Why are we going to pay $4.99 for a grilled cheese when I can make one at home?
Mom: It doesn't matter. We're going out, exposing you culturally to new things (although we've been to Farmer Boys a good 40-50 times in my life. Farmer Boys, for you non-So Cal people is basically the equivalent of a Bob's Big Boy- that's the best way to describe it I think)
Sis: Screw that.
Mom: Screw? What have we said about screwing things?
Sis: Screw you for not taking me to get my tire fixed.
Mom: (fuming by now) We're going out because friends are in town, they love Farmer Boys, and we're going out to eat as a family. There is no option to eat at home.
Sis: Screw them.
Mom: I'd screw yourself right back into your room if I were you. NOW!
(sis falls on floor)
Mom: March!!! RIGHT NOW!!! Sis, I'm sick and tired of your attitude. Sick and tired of you thinking you can be different... etc. etc. etc. (Walks sis to room.)
At the Easter gathering
Aunt to my sister: Take a plate of food home, please Sis
Sis: That's ok
Other aunt to sister: What are you going to eat when you get home?
Sis: Grilled cheese
Other aunt: We have so much food here- ham, chicken, macaroni salad, mashed potatoes, spinach salad...
Sis: I already ate here.
Mom: (she'd already given my sister the look of dismay) Oh, I'll take some ham because it is good to snack on.
Aunt: What about some chicken?
Mom: Is it true uncle made that?
Aunt: Yes. I baked it, then uncle grilled it, then put barbecue sauce on it. It was actually pretty quick.
When we got home
My sister's tire has a hole in it or something. I'm not sure. I know the tire has less than 10,000 miles on it, and I know because that used to be my car. My guess is sister did something intentional to it to cause whatever problem. Sister wants her tire repaired immediately. My dad deemed it was not that bad and could wait. Sister breaks down on the floor of the living room and cries. Complete hysterics ensue about how her life is so difficult and she needs her car to be safe for her.
Meeting tomorrow
My parents are meeting some friends at Farmer Boys for dinner tomorrow. My sister said she wasn't going, she was going to wait at Sears while her tire was repaired. My mom reminded her she didn't have money to pay for the tire, that Sears is open until 9 or so, so not to worry.
Mom: We're going to Farmer Boys to see Joe and Ellen AT 4 tomorrow.
Sis: My tire needs fixed. We're going to Sears at 3:30
Mom: I can't make it to Sears by that time.
Sis: You promised you would.
Mom: No, Sis, I didn't.
Sis: Yes.
Mom: When?
Sis: On the way home from aunt's house
Mom: You were talking about graduating the whole way home
Sis: Dad heard me.
Dad: No
Sis: You did too, daddybutt
Dad: You want to watch that?
Mom: We can drop your car off at 3:45, I can pick you up, and make it to Farmer Boys at 4p.m.
Sis: No.
Mom: It is the best I can do
Sis: I'm waiting there for my tire
Mom: We're going to eat at Farmer Boys.
Sis: I'm not
Mom: Oh?
Sis: I'm getting my tire fixed.
Mom: Sears is open until 9, so we can drop your car off at 3:45, but we have to be back for Joe and Ellen.
Sis: I need my car.
Mom: We're going to see Joe and Ellen, and eat with them. Farmer Boys has grilled cheese. (My sister is surviving on grilled cheese these days eating it 3-4 times a day)
Sis: Gross. No.
Mom: What are you going to eat?
Sis: Not that. They're too upscale for me. Why are we going to pay $4.99 for a grilled cheese when I can make one at home?
Mom: It doesn't matter. We're going out, exposing you culturally to new things (although we've been to Farmer Boys a good 40-50 times in my life. Farmer Boys, for you non-So Cal people is basically the equivalent of a Bob's Big Boy- that's the best way to describe it I think)
Sis: Screw that.
Mom: Screw? What have we said about screwing things?
Sis: Screw you for not taking me to get my tire fixed.
Mom: (fuming by now) We're going out because friends are in town, they love Farmer Boys, and we're going out to eat as a family. There is no option to eat at home.
Sis: Screw them.
Mom: I'd screw yourself right back into your room if I were you. NOW!
(sis falls on floor)
Mom: March!!! RIGHT NOW!!! Sis, I'm sick and tired of your attitude. Sick and tired of you thinking you can be different... etc. etc. etc. (Walks sis to room.)
HAPPY EASTER!!!
Happy Easter to everyone!
We're headed over to my aunt's extended family for dinner. Barbecue chicken is on the menu, not the traditional ham and turkey. My parents are bringing my dad's cheesecake and my mom made my grandma's jello salad that I haven't had in easily 6 YEARS. I am so excited to just eat that. My grandma made it every Thanksgiving, Christmas, and Easter, but as we were adopted by my aunt's extended family we stopped making it. My mom decided it would be good with anything barbecue and has a Spring feel to it. So all is well here, and I'm excited! Happy Easter!
We're headed over to my aunt's extended family for dinner. Barbecue chicken is on the menu, not the traditional ham and turkey. My parents are bringing my dad's cheesecake and my mom made my grandma's jello salad that I haven't had in easily 6 YEARS. I am so excited to just eat that. My grandma made it every Thanksgiving, Christmas, and Easter, but as we were adopted by my aunt's extended family we stopped making it. My mom decided it would be good with anything barbecue and has a Spring feel to it. So all is well here, and I'm excited! Happy Easter!
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Carl has feelings for me/I'm a bad friend
Just posting this message since it ticked me off. I told Carl we could go to Disneyland for his birthday in mid-April. My art professor told everyone on Monday we have to go to a mandatory art show in Hollywood on that Saturday. I called Carl and apologized, asked if we could reschedule and I'd make it up to him. My offer is still open, and he knows this. I'm not sure, though, after this message whether to rescind it. He is just a little too much to handle at times, and this, this pisses me off... whatever... at least he is honest and open with me? And, well, this isn't the first scathing message I have received like this about me not being a good friend or something.
Do I really need friends like this???
I could write a scathing email to him and say forget it- I don't need friends like him.
He responded with this:
after today (unless I win at Bingo or get good tips tonight) my cell phone will be shut off. for this month (unfortunately) I cannot pay my cell bill, which is around $50.00
so- if you need to talk to me, you will need to call me on the house phone. Like I said before, we screen the calls at the house, so if you call, you will have to start leaving a vlicemail, and if I hear it's you I will pick up. Otherwise, you can message me here on MySpace, or whatever.
I got your voicemail today though, I didn't answer because I was taking a nap when you called. I enjoyed your enthusiasm during the voicemail, however early this morning I wrote you a very long MySpace message which I eventually deleted and decided NOT to send.
It expressed my sadness about my Birthday, and other things, but the whole message was too negative, so I didn't bother to send it. Basically, I'm now interested in spending my Birthday alone! After the shit with your professor, and having to cancel going to Disneyland, I just became uninterested in anything involving my birthday. I'll be 30 years old (if that isn't already DEPRESSING enough!) and I really have nothing to show for my life! Before my Mother died, I had it all! A car, an apartment, alot of friends, a social life, my own business, around $3000/mo income, etc. I was happy!
Now? No car, no money, no friends, no home, no work/income, and no Mom. I feel like I am being punished.
There are few things I ask for in life! There isn't much that excites me anymore, especially this last year. You have both of your parents still alive, so I know you cannot relate to how I am feeling, you can only imagine. Disneyland was something that excited me. I grew up a Disney Kid! My Mom always took me, and it's been over 10 years since I've been. I was really looking forward to going, and especially with you!
I don't have many people out here in California to be around, or hang out with. It's just you and Lisa! And, being single for over the last 3 years- you are someone who I look forward to for companionship! Yes, I am attracted to you, as you know. However, I don't know where you stand! We've been going to the club together, and it seems THERE you are interested in me, but only there! Once we're on our way home, you don't choose to come in to my house. My attraction to you is basically simple. I'm intersted in you in a multiple amount of ways, and enjoy everything with you. Hanging out, being close, being intimate, having fun, and anything else in general WITHOUT having to worry about a commitment, or anything like that (unless we were ready).. I just enjoyed the fact that we could be who we were around each other, and simply accept it and enjoy each other in that capacity. I can't say I wouldn't want to be your boyfriend, I don't think it's important right now. I still have yet to establish myself out here in California (my own place, car, a JOB, money to spend) and once I have that, I'd be comfortable wanting more from you (or any guy who is interested in being with me). With you! I just genuinely accept that we are compatible in many ways, and just accept the fact that we enjoy being around each other, whether we have sex or not, or whether we are intimate or not, or whether we are in a relationship or not, etc. I like that!
However, you are starting to confuse me! You mention us going to the club tomorrow because you enjoy it, and you want me to go tomorrow. then when tomorrow comes, you can't go because your dog has a flea, or your professor wants you to go to Denny's because he is going to Quiz you on the menu? LOL I'm trying to be humerous, but honestly, that's what happens! I look forward to something, then last minute- something changes! Then I'm stuck at home doing nothing. So fuck you.
I should just DELETE this message too, so full of negativity! I'm sorry! I think you know what kind of year I've been having, so it's understandable. This is NEW territory for me as well! I'm not used to being so sad all the time! I've NEVER been in this kind of situation before! I've never been single for SO LONG, I've never been BROKE, I've never spent so much time AT HOME, or ALONE before! I've always had dozens of friends at my beckon-call..
anyway..
I'm going to Bingo in a bit, so I got to get ready.
As far as the club goes tomorrow. My cell will be off, so you have to call my home number. If you want to go, then you can call me and let me know. I have NOTHING PLANNED as usual! LOL I'm also broke, so if you want to be my SUGAR DADDY tomorrow night and sweep me away- it's your call. Honestly, it would be nice to see you before we go out, or you stay the night with me afterwards. Call me horny, or just a guy who likes being with you and spending intimate moments with you (just hanging out,or more, or whatever) it's that closeness that I desire because I am lonely and don't have anyone to do that with.
Anyway- I'm not an optimist right now! Everything is SO PREDICTABLE anymore! No one goes out of their way for me anymore, to shock me or surprise me like all my friends in Baltimore used to do.. Man, those were adventures! Surprise Atlantic City trips. Surprise birthday parties. Spur of the moment trips, nights out on the town where my friends came over, dragged me out of bed and we all forced me to go out! Surprise visits! I really miss my Mom! I miss Baltimore!
geez!
anyway-
Notice the full moon? No beach again this month!
life isn't beautiful anymore!
I'm going to get ready for Bingo! Wish me luck getting tips! maybe I can keep my cell phone on if I get enough!
bye..
Carl..
Do I really need friends like this???
I could write a scathing email to him and say forget it- I don't need friends like him.
He responded with this:
after today (unless I win at Bingo or get good tips tonight) my cell phone will be shut off. for this month (unfortunately) I cannot pay my cell bill, which is around $50.00
so- if you need to talk to me, you will need to call me on the house phone. Like I said before, we screen the calls at the house, so if you call, you will have to start leaving a vlicemail, and if I hear it's you I will pick up. Otherwise, you can message me here on MySpace, or whatever.
I got your voicemail today though, I didn't answer because I was taking a nap when you called. I enjoyed your enthusiasm during the voicemail, however early this morning I wrote you a very long MySpace message which I eventually deleted and decided NOT to send.
It expressed my sadness about my Birthday, and other things, but the whole message was too negative, so I didn't bother to send it. Basically, I'm now interested in spending my Birthday alone! After the shit with your professor, and having to cancel going to Disneyland, I just became uninterested in anything involving my birthday. I'll be 30 years old (if that isn't already DEPRESSING enough!) and I really have nothing to show for my life! Before my Mother died, I had it all! A car, an apartment, alot of friends, a social life, my own business, around $3000/mo income, etc. I was happy!
Now? No car, no money, no friends, no home, no work/income, and no Mom. I feel like I am being punished.
There are few things I ask for in life! There isn't much that excites me anymore, especially this last year. You have both of your parents still alive, so I know you cannot relate to how I am feeling, you can only imagine. Disneyland was something that excited me. I grew up a Disney Kid! My Mom always took me, and it's been over 10 years since I've been. I was really looking forward to going, and especially with you!
I don't have many people out here in California to be around, or hang out with. It's just you and Lisa! And, being single for over the last 3 years- you are someone who I look forward to for companionship! Yes, I am attracted to you, as you know. However, I don't know where you stand! We've been going to the club together, and it seems THERE you are interested in me, but only there! Once we're on our way home, you don't choose to come in to my house. My attraction to you is basically simple. I'm intersted in you in a multiple amount of ways, and enjoy everything with you. Hanging out, being close, being intimate, having fun, and anything else in general WITHOUT having to worry about a commitment, or anything like that (unless we were ready).. I just enjoyed the fact that we could be who we were around each other, and simply accept it and enjoy each other in that capacity. I can't say I wouldn't want to be your boyfriend, I don't think it's important right now. I still have yet to establish myself out here in California (my own place, car, a JOB, money to spend) and once I have that, I'd be comfortable wanting more from you (or any guy who is interested in being with me). With you! I just genuinely accept that we are compatible in many ways, and just accept the fact that we enjoy being around each other, whether we have sex or not, or whether we are intimate or not, or whether we are in a relationship or not, etc. I like that!
However, you are starting to confuse me! You mention us going to the club tomorrow because you enjoy it, and you want me to go tomorrow. then when tomorrow comes, you can't go because your dog has a flea, or your professor wants you to go to Denny's because he is going to Quiz you on the menu? LOL I'm trying to be humerous, but honestly, that's what happens! I look forward to something, then last minute- something changes! Then I'm stuck at home doing nothing. So fuck you.
I should just DELETE this message too, so full of negativity! I'm sorry! I think you know what kind of year I've been having, so it's understandable. This is NEW territory for me as well! I'm not used to being so sad all the time! I've NEVER been in this kind of situation before! I've never been single for SO LONG, I've never been BROKE, I've never spent so much time AT HOME, or ALONE before! I've always had dozens of friends at my beckon-call..
anyway..
I'm going to Bingo in a bit, so I got to get ready.
As far as the club goes tomorrow. My cell will be off, so you have to call my home number. If you want to go, then you can call me and let me know. I have NOTHING PLANNED as usual! LOL I'm also broke, so if you want to be my SUGAR DADDY tomorrow night and sweep me away- it's your call. Honestly, it would be nice to see you before we go out, or you stay the night with me afterwards. Call me horny, or just a guy who likes being with you and spending intimate moments with you (just hanging out,or more, or whatever) it's that closeness that I desire because I am lonely and don't have anyone to do that with.
Anyway- I'm not an optimist right now! Everything is SO PREDICTABLE anymore! No one goes out of their way for me anymore, to shock me or surprise me like all my friends in Baltimore used to do.. Man, those were adventures! Surprise Atlantic City trips. Surprise birthday parties. Spur of the moment trips, nights out on the town where my friends came over, dragged me out of bed and we all forced me to go out! Surprise visits! I really miss my Mom! I miss Baltimore!
geez!
anyway-
Notice the full moon? No beach again this month!
life isn't beautiful anymore!
I'm going to get ready for Bingo! Wish me luck getting tips! maybe I can keep my cell phone on if I get enough!
bye..
Carl..
KEARTH 101 and Miley
I was driving home from school today and heard Jim Carson on KRTH 101 talking about how you can download the KRTH 101 jingle as your ringtone. I checked it out and well, I love radio, but I'd be embarrassed to hear this everytime my phone rang unless I were a KEARTH 101 DJ.
In other radio news because we know I'm a radio nerd, Hollywood Hamilton is the new DJ on KBIG 104 in the afternoons. I liked him on KEARTH, so I'll probably be listening. He has a hot voice btw.
I babysat my little cousin last night. Do you know what was on TV last night? My cousin is 11 years old, so you can guess what we were watching. HANNAH MONTANA! I swear, I'm her biggest fan! My cousin has told me everything about her. I sit there with her, we're both sitting on the couch watching Hannah, completely engrossed... well... she is. I'm not, usually. But last night the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus concert was on, and being the singer I am, had to belt out a few tunes. Little cousin asked me to sing with her, so I put the subtitles on the TV, which was no easy feat. So for 90 minutes we sang belting out Miley Cyrus tunes.
"When the night says hello, yeah, ready to go, turn it up, turn it loose, get out on the dance floor" or something like that...
My favorite was of course "See You Again." Little Cousin told me many times that I was a bad singer and she tried to take my fake microphone away several times. Once she finally stole and I gave it up, I took my shoe off and used it as a microphone, which totally cracked her up.
My older cousin texted me at 11:44 last night as I was driving home and asked "you're just being Miley?" It totally cracked me up. She heard. Guess I'll have some explaining at Easter.
And an observation about the concert? There were a lot of teen guys in the audience of the concert...
In other radio news because we know I'm a radio nerd, Hollywood Hamilton is the new DJ on KBIG 104 in the afternoons. I liked him on KEARTH, so I'll probably be listening. He has a hot voice btw.
I babysat my little cousin last night. Do you know what was on TV last night? My cousin is 11 years old, so you can guess what we were watching. HANNAH MONTANA! I swear, I'm her biggest fan! My cousin has told me everything about her. I sit there with her, we're both sitting on the couch watching Hannah, completely engrossed... well... she is. I'm not, usually. But last night the Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus concert was on, and being the singer I am, had to belt out a few tunes. Little cousin asked me to sing with her, so I put the subtitles on the TV, which was no easy feat. So for 90 minutes we sang belting out Miley Cyrus tunes.
"When the night says hello, yeah, ready to go, turn it up, turn it loose, get out on the dance floor" or something like that...
My favorite was of course "See You Again." Little Cousin told me many times that I was a bad singer and she tried to take my fake microphone away several times. Once she finally stole and I gave it up, I took my shoe off and used it as a microphone, which totally cracked her up.
My older cousin texted me at 11:44 last night as I was driving home and asked "you're just being Miley?" It totally cracked me up. She heard. Guess I'll have some explaining at Easter.
And an observation about the concert? There were a lot of teen guys in the audience of the concert...
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Text try #1
I hadn't cooked anything yet this week, so I didn't tell him I cooked something. Instead I opted for a simple how are you?
Here's how it went...
Me: How's your day going? ;-)
D: Shopping at the local tarjay... And got my teeth did at da toothman.
D: What I meant to say was I went to the dentist & now I'm at Target picking up a few things. How are you?
Me: LMAO. I got that, but the clarification did help. The thought of a toothman scares me. I pictured an old, wizardlike man who stalks people for their teeth.
D: LMAO even more! That is pretty scary when I think about it. He killed the Tooth Fairy for her cut of the business!
Me: Aaw. Poor kids. How are we going to explain this one? No more tooth fairy :-(....
D: It's no big deal. A couple quarters can't buy anything these days!
Me: I always got dollars. And tarjay has the dollar spot.
D: Damn inflation! That just goes to show how old I am!
Me: hehe
Me: I schooled some kids today and am chillaxin at home.
D: Cool. Now to Costco and home for dinner. I am starving!
Me: What's on the menu tonight?
D: Cereal or soup?
Me: Nice. Soup is always good.
D: It's from Sunday. Cereal is so much easier.
LOL........ so there you have it....... I don't really know why, but I guess with this guy I really felt something, so I really feel pressure to be witty, say random stuff, keep in touch. I dunno.... but at least it wasn't
Me: "how are you?"
D: "good"
Me: "cool"
like so many of the texts between The Guy and I... actually we do have pretty funny texts between each other, but usually texting for us is just saying "hey" when we haven't talked or seen each other in a while.
Here's how it went...
Me: How's your day going? ;-)
D: Shopping at the local tarjay... And got my teeth did at da toothman.
D: What I meant to say was I went to the dentist & now I'm at Target picking up a few things. How are you?
Me: LMAO. I got that, but the clarification did help. The thought of a toothman scares me. I pictured an old, wizardlike man who stalks people for their teeth.
D: LMAO even more! That is pretty scary when I think about it. He killed the Tooth Fairy for her cut of the business!
Me: Aaw. Poor kids. How are we going to explain this one? No more tooth fairy :-(....
D: It's no big deal. A couple quarters can't buy anything these days!
Me: I always got dollars. And tarjay has the dollar spot.
D: Damn inflation! That just goes to show how old I am!
Me: hehe
Me: I schooled some kids today and am chillaxin at home.
D: Cool. Now to Costco and home for dinner. I am starving!
Me: What's on the menu tonight?
D: Cereal or soup?
Me: Nice. Soup is always good.
D: It's from Sunday. Cereal is so much easier.
LOL........ so there you have it....... I don't really know why, but I guess with this guy I really felt something, so I really feel pressure to be witty, say random stuff, keep in touch. I dunno.... but at least it wasn't
Me: "how are you?"
D: "good"
Me: "cool"
like so many of the texts between The Guy and I... actually we do have pretty funny texts between each other, but usually texting for us is just saying "hey" when we haven't talked or seen each other in a while.
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