Thursday, April 22, 2010

Kind of a bunch of random on my mind

Let's see... where to start

This song would be a hot song to make love to. It just sounds sexy to me. Not a John Mayer fan I confess. Mostly annoyed by him.

I survived the dentist yesterday. No cavities. The dentist is my least favorite place to be. I always put off, reschedule, and generally try to avoid going.

Been working on my abs at the gym. Seems to be going well.

Stagecoach is this weekend, and I'm not going. Boo.

Disneyland this weekend maybe? May buy an annual pass since it is just a little more than a regular ticket.

I decided I need a Nissan Juke.

Subbed quite a bit this week, and while the students each day have been pretty good, I've been pretty drained by the end of each day. I attribute that to my sleep schedule. My sleep schedule has been so wacko this week. I need to work on that.

Was not at my regular school today and dealt with the biggest beeotch of an office manager who preceded to yell at me in front of everyone in the front office for a reason that was beyond my control. I was not bothered because I could not control the circumstances. It is not my fault a phone system malfunctions. Oh, and this was even before school started. Some people! Oh well, I did my job, I did what I was supposed to do, no fault on my end.

Job interview next week for what would pretty much be the ultimate summer job. It would be in the Spanish field. Estoy muy emocionado! I'm preparing, gathering materials, copies of my resumé, and ready to go in and rock the interview.

DISTURBING DREAM- You may want to skip...

I had a crazy ass dream this morning. I was at what seemed to be a park with my grandma who loved birds, a few other people who were not familiar, but I seemed to be acquaintances with. There was a bonfire going on and 3 macaws were probably 10-15 feet from it. I was moving back in the group of these people to try to get away from the birds. I dislike flying poultry. Birds do scare me. One bird, that was red, white, and blue started flying, which scared me, and I run backward. The bonfire flared up, and the bird started burning, and I saw the bird fall to the ground.

So here's what I read on the dream analysis website...

To dream of dead or dying birds, foretells a period of coming disappointments. You will find yourself worrying over problems that are constantly on your mind.

To see your grandmother in your dream, represents nurturance, protection, and unconditional love. Consider the qualities and characteristics that exist in your own grandmother.

Depending on the context of your dream, to see fire in your dream can symbolize destruction, passion, desire, illumination, transformation, enlightenment, or anger. It may suggest that something old is passing and something new is entering into your life. Your thoughts and views are changing. In particular, if the fire is under control or contained in one area, then it is a metaphor of your own internal fire and inner transformation. It also represents your drive, motivation, and creative energy. Alternatively, the dream may be warning you of your dangerous or risky activities. You are literally "playing with fire".

* I notice I only remember my dreams in the early morning, usually I've waken up, and fall back into REM sleep.
* Since Monday, the thought of this job has been on my mind.
* I also tend to worry about friends etc. when I don't hear back (The Guy, Gonzo, Viv)

Update: Here's my friend Gilbert's analysis. He has studied dream inspired literature extensively.
" goes: Your grandmother thinks of you as a bird. She is free now, and wants you to be free. Your fear of being free from judgment by your mom and her friends makes you scared, like the macaw...and you 're fretting that you will fall into the figurative flames and get "burned". Message: your grandmother wants you to be free and fly high. SOAR"

Certainly less morbid. More optimistic.


Phunk Factor said...

Ur not a fan of John Mayer?

Whoa! Try his music out, man! He's got the whole singer-songwriter deal down to pat!

Aek said...

REM sleep is weird. :-P