My neighbor, Carlos, messaged me, apologized for not being able to do anything today.
I told him not to worry. I also said the following because he really seems conflicted and having a difficult time. I'm more than willing to be there and listen to him, and offer any support I can because I know how frustrating sexuality can be:
hey, I'll be more honest with you than the other night. I was a little apprehensive because usually like sexuality i'm like it's nobody's business, but I consider myself bi. Everyone's usually like wtf? how can you be? but it is what it is... I've dealt with it for a while, and if you want to talk or anything I'm here
I felt weird doing that because I was opening up a new can of worms, but he is curious I'm sure, (and I was horny). I also really do want to help him if I can. He asked things like if I ever wondered what he looked like naked, told me he thought about me, asked if I had nude pics, he told me he had some, and a few minutes later we're exchanging nude pics. None of mine have a face attached to the body, thank god. My neighbor however was quite the opposite, and has a big 6.75'' thick and cut penis. He told me how he is curious and wants to suck, touch, make out, and feel a guy. I told him that was cool. He told me how he is constantly clearing his internet history so his girlfriend and parents can't see. He told me how he is slightly turned on by me, but is afraid to admit it. I told him it was cool, and it doesn't change anything between us. So basically we exchanged chest and dick pics, and well, we were both jacking off to each other, cummed, and then told each other we were heading to bed.
In my mind this is one incredibly hot fantasy- a guy I could actually see myself with and is cute. I do feel complete that I have seen him nude now- even in photos- I haven't even seen my best friend- not that I'm out to see him nude- I'm not- I'm just saying- it used to be the 3 of us, always together when we were kids. I am not going to push anything, because again, all the reasons I've mentioned.
So who knows where we're headed next and what another 12 hours may bring...