I should feel tears. I know they are there, but they won't come. I just need to and want to cry, but can't. Last night I could have completely broken down, but held myself together for fear of crying in front of my parents, which is stupid. Now, now, when it has actually happened I can't seem to. Is it that I have distanced myself from the situation for so long that I don't feel anything, just numb?
At a moment I need someone to be close to I don't have anyone to talk to. This is so screwed up. The way we are handling this. My dad, especially. I am here and can't let myself cry. The Guy is off in Detroit and not returning calls/texts (he hasn't for the past month). I don't feel like talking to Gonzo or anyone like that because I doubt the tears would come/feel the comfort I want/need.
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Dude, what on earth happened? Did I miss something?
I'm so sorry things aren't that great right now. If I can ever be of any help, just let me know.
o_O? What's going on? You rarely respond on IM. :-/
I hope things are okay with you, or rather that they will be soon. You know where to find me if you want to chat.
Labels are "Aunt in Nor Cal" and "Grandma". Something happened with the family. I hope all is ok. Let us know what is going on.
Hey. I hope you're doing ok today, rough spots in life do suck.... Keep your head up! Peace. E!
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