Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Instead of being sappy

I know this summer will get to me- free time and my mind wanders, I worry, anxiety kicks in, stuff like that. I know this summer will not be as difficult as last summer just in that our family circumstances are different. Nonetheless, when I'm not keeping busy I think about things like being alone, sex, and end up with anxiety and depressed.

I want to keep myself occupied this summer, so here are some of my goals to keep me occupied:

- Edward Sawtelle
- East of Eden
- Breakfast at Tiffany's
- Caramelo by Sandra Cisneros (en Espanol)
What I want to read: an anthology of short plays perhaps... favorite play of all time "A Doll's House" by Henrick Ibsen

- Movies
... vague... I just don't have the attention to sit at home alone and watch a movie... even with friends over...

- In Design
- Photoshop
- play around with more tables/charts/other stuff in Microsoft Word, in particular, though I know other programs work better.

- Vacation- see previous post
- Go to San Diego
- Go to LA
- Go to West Hollywood
- Go clubbing with friends
- Go to Disneyland
- Go to Knotts
- Go to Casino Morongo/outlet malls

More to come... but most of all... relax...


Anonymous said...

Maybe put a little more effort into finding a LTR, which solves the alone problem and hopefully some of your depression and anxiety.

How are things with Chris?

Aek said...

Quite a number of goals. I hope you meet most/all of them. :)

borg_queen said...

Here are some ways to help with anxiety/depression:

*Vitamin b12
*fish oil
*vitamin E (needed to prevent fish oil from oxidizing rapidly. 400iu for every capsule of fish oil. prefer the natural form)

These are scientifically proven and cheaper, too. And the last one is free. ;) Check for contraindications with meds you're taking.